Thursday, September 5, 2019
Stepping on Toes
Personally, I'm still glad it's over because, I found myself mentally and physically exhausted in so many ways. On a mission to please others I blamed, neglected, and hurt myself when I found myself less than effective or even proficient. Yes, I'm a pathetic perfectionist. I am tormented, full of anxiety and have many sleepless nights, but I find myself through friends eyes a great support system that religion and philosophies are not the only answer for my overextended self.
Giving up on my life and asking God to take it was only the beginning. I told God that I am sorry and the weight on my shoulders lifted as a wave of peace rolled over me from head to toes. I am not sure where this came from yet I believe God had something to do with it. Relieved the next morning and waking up breathing in comfort occurs. A change of attitude helps by allowing others to help and steering away from the hurtful ones at least clears the distress and gives me room to grow.
It is interesting how creative people "so they claim to be" have a tendency to copy others and run with it, when they are not the source of what it is. These thieves who call their actions a compliment to the originator are fools thinking they have the keys to their joy and happiness. I just sit back entertained at their shallowness and continue to write my creative expressions from my spiritual connectiveness. You might do yourself a favor, respect your individuality,
and creative spirit as well.
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Well, It's Going.
Well, I here to tell you that this is still happening today. I would like to see the day, when we are accepted as equals. Yes, women and men are equal in rights is still an issue even in the most loving and welcoming of churches. Victims of abuse are angry and can not fanthom the thought that some people are responsible in just the way they are.
I'm off to find a mature group of Christians and will not mingle with mentally ill people who can't see straight because their world is dark and will darken others in the process.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Life goes on!
WOW, has the last 4 months gone so slowly in times of lamentations and yet too quickly to get well into my projects. I am making the best of it though as I connected with South Coast Storytellers Guild (as a member and storyteller) and the The Muckenthaler Cultural Center as a Production and Marketing assistant to write, edit, give input ideas and help pull their projects together.
I look forward to this summer full of events for storytelling and performances at The Muck. It promises to be rich with insightful thoughts and laughs. Each month this summer I'll be coached by a professional storyteller, Linda King Pruitt who was raised on Tall Tales from her dad, folk and fairytales from her mother, and Native American talesfrom her Choctaw grandmother. A storyteller, a storyteacher, Linda leads storytelling workshops throughout California. She has been a resident artist with Fullerton's All the Arts for All the Kids Program since 1996, and is the storyteller for the Pacific Symphony's Class Act Program. A member and State liason of the National Storytelling Network and South Coast Storyteller's Guild, Linda enjoys sharing the oral tradition with young and old.
Friday, January 7, 2011
A New Life Begins
Monday, August 23, 2010
Exclammations.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Thank you, world!
Monday, June 8, 2009
Seeing Dawn of the Day
Ahh, it's a good life and it's tea, soothing jazz music, and isometrics time!